Beautiful Me

TITLE; thanks

Monday, 30 April 2012 | 04:46 | 0 comments

Assalammualaikum and evening guys :) tomorrow is a school holiday. and of course you alls enjoys, right ? but never forget, our exam around the corner. be ready kay. and focus on your study. stop facebook-ing, twitter-ing and so on. for weeks i'm not updating my bloggie, now i miss it. a lot of stories i want share with you guys. but i was lazy and just keep it in my mind. hehe. this two, three weeks everythings going smoothly. my friends always cheer me up whenever i'm down. and that's make me smile again. :'D not all our problems we can share with everyone, right ? sometimes, we just keep it in our mind and always think of it. and our heart make us feel uneasy, anxious, restless and so on. physically, we are just keep smiling until they can see our white teeth. hehe. but deep in our heart, only our true love, and that's ALLAH. HE knows what we feel. we can't describe it. so hard. when someone asking us, " are you okay ? ", "you have problem ? ", " is it everythings okay ? ". such many question they ask us. actually, that shows they care about us. and want help us. but, we are just give simple answers, " yea, i'm okay ". it's because we don't want burden them with our problems. or maybe shy to tell them. depend on the person. anyway, i'm really happy have such good friends that always care about me. like i said, sometimes i was the one shy to tell them something. and sometimes, i don't want anyone knows what i feel. because i know, whatever they trying to do, it can't help me. by the way, thanks so much friends :')

now, when i feel something that sometimes can turn into tears, i just pray. pray that everythings will be okay. i'm not brave. i'm not angel. i believe, somethings happen for a reason. everyone don't want being sad. and i too. i don't want. we can't run from this feeling. everyone will face the same things but different situations, different problems,different time and different day. ALLAH are loving, caring with his servants. HE knows what the best for his servants. our task just have to accept it with open heart. but, it's too difficult for us, am i right ? sometimes HE not gives what we are wanted, not same as we hope, and too much different from what we pray. that's because HE wants to test us whether we have a strong faith or not. or maybe HE wants to see we are easily give up and so on. what we know just blame HIM. but, when HE fulfil our prayers. we are happy and immediately forget HIM. we only find HIM when we are in need and in trouble. but when we feel comfortable and happy we just ignored him. ouhhh, that's human being. our habit. but our LOVERS, never forget us, never. HE always help us whenever we need. HE's not stingy with us. but we ? masyaAllah, how come this happen. start from now, let's make some changes in ourselves. start new life each day. insyaAllah, HE will forgive our past mistakes. indeed, HE is forgiving. i know, each person not perfect includes me. but, as long as we have time, we can change our destiny, our future, every day, every minutes, every second. insyaAllah. in one condition, never stop praying..:')

at the same time, it's same when we lost people we really love. HE takes them from us. we sad. that's because HE loves us as HE knows they are not suit for us. HE wants the best for us. and maybe in coming future there will be someone who's better from what we got before in past. and HE also knows we can face this. we're enough brave. love from human is just for a moment but love from ALLAH until the end of our breath and never ever fades. but, it's too hard for us to accept all this and takes time. that's why some people willingly committe suicide. masyaAllah..:') but alhamdulillah, i'm not like that and still have a strong faith. alhamdulillah. but, now, i really hope that i can be a brave person. can faced each test from ALLAH. patience with everythings happens and never blame HIM. HE always be my side whenever i'm happy or sad. thankyou, thankyou, thankyou..:')

i will do my best in my life and coming future for people i love. insyaAllah. i hope they will be in my side each time i need them. :)

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